I can’t help myself any longer.
She said she
survived because of me, is because my old-self.
Now i’m
getting busier and new circumstances changed me a lot.
So, i become
someone new.
And i’m
afraid that she wouldn’t survive because of my new-self.
I don’t want
her to get hurt more.
I decided to
attempt suicide then she would has another reason to survive. Doesn’t she?
When life
gets harder, i used to get lots of love and support.
Since i
become someone new, people see me as a stronger self.
Who can stand
by herself.
While
actually i’m on the edge of a cliff.
Every smile that i make suffocates me.
Every smile that i make suffocates me.
I decided to
attempt suicide so the pain would’ve gone. Doesn’t it?
